How long will I continue to worry?
How long will I continue to be confused and perplexed?
How long will my heart be full of sorrow?
When are my days ever going to change?
Psalm 13
How long, O
LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How
long will you hide your face from me?
How long
must I take counsel in my soul
and
have sorrow in my heart all the day?
How long
shall my enemy be exalted over me?
Consider
and answer me, O LORD my God;
light
up my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death,
lest my
enemy say, “I have prevailed over him,”
lest
my foes rejoice because I am shaken.
But I have
trusted in your steadfast love;
my
heart shall rejoice in your salvation.
I will sing
to the LORD,
because
he has dealt bountifully with me.
Is there light at the end of the tunnel? Will it ever stop
raining? Will I ever get better? Do things ever get easier? Is that person ever
going to change? Will I suffer forever? Will I ever be forgiven? Will I ever
see justice? Will I ever find relief? Will I always struggle at work? Will I
ever find a mate? Will I ever stop feeling so alone?
God, where are you? Did You forget me? Are You too busy for
me? Have You turned the other way?
How long will I continue to worry? How long will I continue
to be confused and perplexed? How long will my heart be full of sorrow? When
are my days ever going to change?
How long will my enemies rejoice in my calamity? How long
will my enemies prevail? How long will I continue to be overwhelmed?
How many of us would describe their life this way? It
certainly does not seem to be the godly way to describe life. If David stopped
here, filled with despair, we should certainly be perplexed.
David continues his conversation with the LORD. He calls Him
his God. David has made a choice that drives his life. He has chosen Whom he
will trust. The eternal, self-sufficient, creator is his God. He is looking to
Him to bring hope to his life. He desires God to strengthen him, so that his
enemies will not be able to rejoice in his defeat. David’s defeat would be to
be displaying a “shaken” life before his enemies. He is trusting God and he
wants his trust to be visible as a testimony.
David has clarity about what he has believed. He has trusted
the eternal, faithful, and everlasting love of his God. He knows that he will
find joy in God’s care. The heart that was full of sorrow is a heart that hopes,
and will rejoice in the care and work of God.
He will not continue in his despair, but God will place a
song in his heart. His song will praise the LORD Who deals mercifully with him.
His God is the one Who vindicates him. He has no doubt that resting in God will
produce peace in him, and he knows that God’s sovereign control will produce
benefits to his life.
Is this truly a psalm of desperation? I believe, that this
is a song that describes real problems of life, which are hard to deal with. It
also describes the response of a man who has chosen to trust God in the midst
of them, knowings that his God is as real as his problems. He is not hopeless!
When facing the real problems of our lives we are tempted to
look at our situations and despair, God wants us to look at Him and trust.
In the last two weeks I had the privilege of watching my
parents experience this psalm before my eyes. My mom was diagnosed with
terminal acute leukemia a few weeks ago, a shock to all of the family. We had
the blessing, along with all my siblings and their spouses, to go and spend a
few days in Rome
with Mom and Dad. Although there were moments of deep sorrow, as we faced the upcoming
reality of separation, at least here on earth, there was also great trust in
the Lord displayed.
My mom and dad are truly an example, as they live out their
lives in this difficult time. As my wife and I said our goodbyes to them last
Monday night, knowing that we might never see Mom again on this side of heaven,
with tears we rejoiced in the fact that we trust God and His sovereign will.
This psalm described David’s real struggles with life and
the comforting care of God. Our experience of the last week described the fact
that God never changes, that the Scriptures are true, and that today we can
live through the real struggles of life because God is still active in
comforting His own.
Are you tempted to remain in a state of despair? God’s word
and His promises need to be your focus and hope!
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